I'm in love with my best friend. At
I'm in love with my best friend. At least I think so.. ever since middle school I wondered which s** I really liked. On again off again mental ideas of what was going on. And now.. I don't know. All I know is it feels like my chest is going to explode around her. And I've never cried this much for this long before. I'll never tell anyone.. I'm too ashamed and devestated. They'd all be weird around me. Everything would change. Especially with her. And I don't want things to change.. just for this horrible feeling to subside. I'm not into labels, but don't get me wrong, I support all orientations fully and completely. But when it's you, it's different. When you don't know or understand what you feel anymore, it gets so much more complicated than you expected. I'm really scared.