I'm in love with my best friend. At

I'm in love with my best friend. At least I think so.. ever since middle school I wondered which s** I really liked. On again off again mental ideas of what was going on. And now.. I don't know. All I know is it feels like my chest is going to explode around her. And I've never cried this much for this long before. I'll never tell anyone.. I'm too ashamed and devestated. They'd all be weird around me. Everything would change. Especially with her. And I don't want things to change.. just for this horrible feeling to subside. I'm not into labels, but don't get me wrong, I support all orientations fully and completely. But when it's you, it's different. When you don't know or understand what you feel anymore, it gets so much more complicated than you expected. I'm really scared.

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  • Sucky part is, I have no one to relate to about this in my hometown.. and everything/everyone is so knit together ina way where I wouldn't know where to find such connections

  • I feel the exact same way about my own best friend...and the same way about labels!! i almost cried reading your post because thats EXACTLY how i feel.

  • This is very common of people in your situation. The truth no matter what they say it will change once you come out. But if it's killing you this bad I say sit your friend down and tell her. It's going to be a little difficult but for your own mental stability let her know. And if she's your best friend she will not diss you. She may not want to go there with you but she will still be cool with you. And only tell her not all your friends.

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