Hot for teacher?

I do have a bit of a penchant for admiring my English teachers, but this one is whoa. He's forty something and ruggedly attractive, tall and dark and athletic. Unmarried. He's the kind of person I could just sit and listen to for hours on end. I can't help but remember all his strange little mannerisms and have become enamored. I'm not a hookup kind of girl, but I want him. I sit in class and full-stop fantasize abut him. After I graduate this summer, right? It's relatively exciting that I could possibly have an affair with a man. Especially this man.