He doesn't know.
I fell in love with my best friend.
It has been the most destructive
I have ever had.
Today I told him good bye...
Because I couldn't bare
The aching feeling my heart holds
When I'm with him any more..
Yet, now that he's gone...
I can't breathe..
The tears won't stop
And I keep playing our song..
I thought love was beautiful...
Tonight, I cut a his first name initial into my arm.