Lime Green Jello
I'm insanely jealous of my best friend. For the past 11 years I've watched her get literally everything she's wanted. Her dad and brother spoil her like there's no tomorrow. She gets $200 put into her account every 2 weeks to blow off on whatever. And now she has a job where she literally has to do nothing and gets paid $12 an hour so even more money to blow off on things that I wish I could even afford to look at. On top of that she's absolutely stunning..long beautiful hair, gorgeous face, beautiful eyes, an amazing body. I have yet to meet a boy who hasn't said to me "damn your friend is sexy, shes so gorgeous." I don't blame them…if I was a guy I'd rather look at her than me too. I know I'm being stupid and i'm being ridiculous. Don't get me wrong..I'm happy for her and proud of all she's achieved and earned, but I wish for once she had to work for something and wasn't just handed everything on a silver platter. Its hard to watch her get so much so easily when I'm struggling to pay for my education. My $8/hr part-time job gives me just enough to pay for tuition and food. I can't go out and buy the clothes, shoes, make up and jewelry whenever I want the way she can. If I had money to blow off, I'd have designer bags and clothes and top of the line makeup and I'd look half as good as her then maybe some guy may look at me and say to her "your friend is pretty"