I just lost my virginity to my ex
It was 100% my idea. We broke up months ago. We never did it while we were together. I really wanted to but I was too scared to ask him. He admited he wanted it to, but he never wanted to push me into it. I just really wanted to do it. I felt so abnormal being a virgin at 22. I was sick of being the godd girl. I decided to ask him and I'm glad I did. It felt really good. He went slow and did everything I asked. I don't feel any different as a person per say. There was no grand ephiany or anything. I'm glad I did it with someone I trust. He's my best friend. I know it's one of those things you're not supposed to do, but I want to do it again. I don't know what to do or how to feel.