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Abortion
When I was fifteen years old I was ** and conceived a child.
I was scared out of my mind and ended up having an abortion so I wouldn't have to face it.
After, I immediately regretted it.
I ended up trying to kill myself more than once, and struggled with self-mutilation for a long time. (It's still, at times, hard for me to refrain from doing.)
My abortion was the worst decision of my entire life. Until I met my current boyfriend, I cried myself to sleep over it every night.
I go to sleep and see the face of my baby... It's hard to bare, even four years later.
A 15 year old doesn't have the mental or emotional capacity to raise another human being. A 15 year old emotionally unstable enough to self-harm is even less capable. You prevented the addition of yet another messed-up human to an already FUBAR planet. Quit whining, heal up, and maybe don't reproduce ever.
Forgive yourself.