It looks really bad..
I'm 19 years old. I lost my virginity at 14, to a 22 year old. Ever since, I've been very careless about s**. I've slept with approximately 25 men, & the majority of them have been significantly older than myself. For instance, when I was 17 I dated a 42 year old man with a 7 year old daughter for 2 years. Also, I'm concerned because I can't stop.. I've slept with 3 of my brother's friends & 3 of my elder sisters friends.. I had s** with 2 different men this weekend. One, 32, the other one.. 35ish. I get drunk & have s**, I don't see myself as a s*** because I really do have morals. I think I'm in denial.. & that I'm addicted to having s**, it just makes me feel wanted. Oh, & there's this 40 year old man I work with, I keep teasing him, & torturing him, begging him to give into me. He's married & completely committed, but on friday, I broke him down.. He followed me to the garbage chute & we snuck out the back door & he buried his face between my legs.. I'm horrible. & I have a power problem.