I've recently started to date this girl I've known for a while. It's very early days so we've not had s** yet. As it's been a while for me, its something I've been worried about.
I got really drunk and decided to hook up with someone for some 'practice' as I really didn't want to disappoint. Now I feel terrible and really guilty. I also hated it, I didn't fancy them, it wasn't good for me in any way and I really wish I hadn't done it.
Just wanted to put this out there and get it off my chest, I can't tell the girl I'm dating as it would mess everything up. Just hope I can look her in the eye next time I see her