Fantasising about my older Uni lecturer
I think my older University lecturer is incredibly attractive. I'm not sure how old he is, but he must be at least 25 years older than me (that's being optimistic as well).
I'm in my final year of my degree and it's one of the few crushes I've ever indulged because whenever he gave lectures, it was safe for me to stare at him the entire hour! and nobody could question me about it. The only reason I make sure to go in to uni every day (even though I don't need to cause I don't have classes) is so I can get a glimpse of him if he's there. I find myself fantasising about situations which could involve the two of us getting close...and I also have sexual fantasies about him.
I'm 22 years old; never had a boyfriend - the few times that I have been asked out by guys closer to my age...they've never made me think about them in that way. I know that I'll never get close to him in that way...but sometimes I wish the world wasn't the way it was and it was okay for me to pursue something further with him.