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I get sick thinking about **
I have slept with alot of guys out of self-hatred. And everytime I think back to it, I nearly get sick. I didn't like ** until I met my boyfriend. But I feel like dying whenever those past memories come up.
We all have to travel our own broken roads. Everything we do and experience make us who we are today. God created you and everything about you. Love yourself because god doesn't make defects.
It's called the past for a reason. You need to focus on the reason that you were self hating so much and learn to love the person you are now. Put the past behind you and I wish you the best of luck with your new boyfriend, the fact you can finally enjoy ** with him suggests that he is good for you. Everyone has a past :D
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You're a ** you moron! Ignore this idiot. I'm a virgin and promiscuous people usually scare me because they think they're better than me, but I'm with you OK? You're lucky that you and your boyfriend love each other, leave it at that, the past is the past and you didn't make any mistakes, you were just dealing with your problems the way you thought was right. Give yourself a break :-) I did things I regret too, and I'm ashamed of them, but I'm human and I'm not perfect.