i think i'm really starting to like my
i think i'm really starting to like my son's father again. I have dreams about him, and I imagine us together. The thing is, he didn't even acknowladge our son for almost a year! But now, I find myself counting the days until I get to see him again, and wishing he would spend time with ME along with my son.
I think it's because he's starting to be a good dad, and I wish we could be together, but I know that is out of the question, because we both hated each other for so long, and I know he still hates me. I'm even watching tv shows he likes, and listening to his type of music! I am so mad at myself.