I'm a straight guy but I fantasize about guys sometimes
I'm a straight guy but I have a bdsm fetish. Sometimes I fantasize about young, well hung guys beating me up, dominating me, stealing and f****** my girlfriend (which I don't even have by the way). I have no desire to touch another guy or anything. That really turns me off. But what turns me on is the humiliation thing. I wish I was that young, good looking well hung guy. But since I'm quite the opposite to get over my jealousy I fantasize that the young guy humiliates me. But I also fantasize about smaller younger weaker guys dominating me. I fantasize about exposing my small d*** to them and being mocked. I fantsize that I'm with a girl about to f*** her and then a young stud breaks in and ties me up. Then he f**** my girlfriend with his huge d*** while I'm forced to watch. At first she resists but then she loves his huge c*** and can't get enough. Then both he and she mock my little worm d***. Then they both use me as their slave and footstool and force me to do their laundry. Am I screwed up?