Hi my names Emily, I'm 19 not sure if what I'm confessing is wrong or not.
I work as a nurse in a local nursing home, basically the patients that we have are there until they pass away, which is really quite sad. I'm still studying to be registered and really like what I do. Day to day most of what I do is alot of patient and ward notes and inbetween I try and spend time with the patients. Just basically talking to them and trying to make their day fun.
I have become quite close to an elderly man 93 years who has a terminal illness, he is without any close family and doesn't really have visitors. He's very sweet and kind, he likes to joke and smile, he eyes still sparkle and he is quite able and I care about him very very much. In talking and getting to know his story I asked if if he ever thought about women and s** which he really shyly said he did.
On a afternoon shift where it's only the two nurses on I asked him if he would like to touch me. He was so sweet about it and so polite I ended up having s** with with him.
He was so lovely and really made him quite lovely.
I don't really feel like it was wrong, it's not like I can write this in his patient notes, and I haven't been able to tell my friends. But I really feel like I gave him something special and I think it meant a lot to him.