I need help.
I met the most amazing woman ever four years ago, but due to a messed up set of circumstances I ended up coming off as a total creep. We were friends before I asked her out senior year and I thought it was going to work out for sure. Now she doesen't even want to talk to me. I'm still sorta friends with one of her brothers, but we don't talk much anymore either. I know I should let her go, but I have thought of her every moment of every day for the past four years and it's driving me insane. I don't know what to call the feeling exactly, but it feels terrible. Any help would be welcome. And if you read this post, know that I had only the best of intentions.