Love you regardless
I still put you on a pedestal, I’d still come running if you were ever needing me. But i cant help but notice ,after all the time apart, that you treated me so badly. You ignored me when you know i’m the type of girl thats going to want to be there for you and share your burdens when you say what you'd said. I’m just as much to blame though . I should have been considerate enough to leave you be coz i know you deal with things differently...but the way you went about everything?
You did all of that to the person you were in a relationship with but also to the friend who loved you long before we were anything else. Then you come back, say you’re sorry , send me a picture message with just the word “friends” in it and then go back to ignoring me. There was so much about me that you never seemed to get...and although it would hurt i was always willing to put up with it coz i was so in love with you. And here i am. In awe of who you are still...because apart from all the stuff that that lead up to my heartbreak...you’re as close to perfect as anything or anyone will ever be.