Josh
I’m still in love with you and I can’t move on. I regret leaving so much. I’m so sorry for everything. I thought pushing you away would give you more of a chance to be happier without the burdens of my illnesses, both physical & mental health. We’re both poor. We both don’t have transportation. We live so far from each other. I still wished I worked through the distance, no amount of fuckups will keep me from wanting you in my life. I wish I communicated more instead of shutting you out. I’m sorry for messing up so bad but I really hope you come back. I know you think getting back with an ex is stupid but please. Please, don’t make me cry out into the void until we’re nothing but strangers. You meant everything to me I just had no way of showing up anymore after I ran out of money. I feel like such a ** wreck. I miss you like **. You’re everything I need and I’m so sorry please tell me what I can do to make things alright I just need you
Jul 15
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