Im tried of putting a smile on my face. when really deep inside im crying and only feel pain . to know that ur black.. people make it seem so bad. i feel bad that i am somtimes . i sometimes think if god did create us all equal then why would he create people who say such mean things say " ur nothin but a piece of s*** " " shut the f*** up b**** no one asked u" . i think about sucide which makes me feel better.