People think I'm annoying?
I'm really friendly and I like talking to new people. I also like making people feel better or laugh... but lately I've been finding out that some of my so called 'friends' have been talking behind my back. Saying things like that I'm a 'brat' and that I'm really 'annoying'... Some are people whom I barely talk to. What do have I done to make them dislike me? I hate myself for annoying people, I don't know what I'm doing wrong... I'm just being myself, and I try to be someone else, but I always end up acting like myself and I hate it! because people obviously don't like me for who I am :( It really hurts that some of my friends talk behind my back... Friends I've know for a really long time, they just talk behind my back. I try being less hyper and happy, or less social, but I can't help it. My friends never stand up for me or ask me if I'm okay whenever I'm feeling down. I feel like no one likes me. I feel like I'm not enough. I don't know what to do anymore... I've been in depression a couple of times because of this, but I always end up faking a smile and pretending like everythings fine... but it hurts so much :(