Adicted

Sleepovers. That's what they are for :) only with the one bff that you trust the very most, go online together to look at those vids and the vids will work their magic on both of you, then just enjoy.

(Only with the on bff you trust the most because you don't want any of it leaking back to school, like what happened to me)

From when I was like nine until I was almost eleven, with the help of online stuff my bestie and I were very active at sleepovers. Between sleepovers, doing the DYI stuff was something I did in my room before sleeping. I only looked at those vids IF I was alone in the house which wasn't often but it did happen now and then.

I was almost thirteen when I had my very first lesbian experience with a full adult female that was a friend of my mom. She made the first move and since I already done stuff at sleepover it didn't like freak me out. It actually felt natural to me. We were very careful and very discreet so not to get caught because the consequences would have been disastrous.

My parents never found out how active I was as a preteen & teen. I came out to friends & family as lesbian after college but I omitted telling them of my activities and lovers from my childhood for totally obvious reasons.

Accept it, enjoy it...good luck !!

Most women have their first real sexual experiences with girls . When they were young they were curious and experimented with their best friend . Boys are the same . When i was 11 . Me and my friend wanked each other . We gave each other blow jobs . My wife has told me that her first experience was with her best friend . It started when they were 10 . At first it was kissing and ** each other . Then they licked and fingered each other . Having their first ** . It all stopped when she got in to boys . It is natural for young girls to have these feelings .

I presume you are female. Female sexuality is so versatile. Most women get aroused from anything sexual, lesbian, straight, gay, etc.
Don't be concerned about your sexuality yet, unless you have crushes on and feel attracted to other girls.
Watching ** is extremely common in teenage years. Try to ** without it or even just go a day without viewing it. You may have a dependence on **, but, more likely, you are an average female teenager.

If you are real, here's some advice.

First, stop watching ** **. There is hardly any real lesbian ** on the internet, and certainly none that's free. Most "** girl" ** is made for men to watch, and the actresses in the movies you're watching are not having ** the way that real lesbians do it anyway, so you'll only pick up bad habits and skewed expectations from them. For that matter, you should not be watching ** at all. Where are your parents? Normal sexual activity at your age consists of masturbating in your room alone and hoping no one knows. Don't look at ** on line, it isn't good for you and the development of your ** imagination. And remember to wash your hands afterwards, or people will figure it out.

Second, don't worry so much about whether you're a lesbian. You're probably too young to figure it out. All sorts of things may be exciting to you because you're so young: girls, boys, fantasy characters, superheroes, you name it. This is normal, so don't judge yourself. Focus on making friends and doing well in school and in activities. When you get to high school, if you're still feeling like you might be gay, see if there is a gay-straight alliance you can join. If you're feeling isolated, look up the trevor project and the it gets better project, and other on-line resources for GLBT teens. You will figure it out eventually, there's no rush.

Signed,
A lesbian three times your age.