I Don't Want to Feel like This

I am gay. possibly bisexual because i also feel atracted to women. But I don't like it. I never wanted to be like this. I started to feel atracted to other men since I was 12-14. But it's just a feeling that grew up with me. I tried to ignore it, but it only became stronger. I wish I could stop it and just be like everyone else, but I can't, it's gone too far. I hate myself. I feel depressed and I don't know how to handle it. I have been thinking about killing myself since a very young age( I am 19 now) that's the only way I can stop it.

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  • why do you hate your self for having bi thoughts? where you raised to think homosexuality is a sin? You shouldn't hate your self its just the way you are

  • First of all, did you tell anyone about you being gay? I know how it feels like but by killing yourself won't solve any problem. So what you can do is fight it, try not to do all those gay or bi people do. It's hard but that's the only way. And do keep yourself busy if not you will have the thought for gay stuff. So chill..

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