I'm afraid of growing up. I'm going into highschool this year, and I'm seriously scared. I don't know what I want to do when I get older, career wise and everything, I don't even want to think about college. I can't figure out what I'm really interested in, what I want to end up doing for the rest of my life. I certainly don't want to end up behind a fast food counter. I ABSOLUTELY don't want to join the military. Too out of shape and lax on appearance. I've had some ideas of running away from it all, living life on a dollar or less a day, but where would I go? How would I earn money without becoming a w****? I don't know what to do anymore. I've taken quizzes that are supposed to give you a career that you'd be interested in, but all the results seem so confusing and vague. I've thought about being a writer, but I don't even know where to start on that! I've thought about singing, but what are the chances of being successful on that??? I'm scared and I don't know what to think anymore.