I'm sorry.

If you're talking about suicide, my brother killed himself. I miss him everyday. It took him years to eventually do it and I'm not sure he really wanted to that day, he just felt trapped and was not mentally well. He was very intelligent but years of depression / insomnia / chemical imbalance? took their toll. It has taken me years to be able to talk about it without getting really upset. Talk to your friends and family, help each other understand how you feel. Life is precious, even when it **. He was my best friend.