I set up an email account to swop dirty emails
I'm a virgin and in love with this guy (lets call him T) for four years... Who says we are just friends.
I set up a fake email account to exchange dirty talk with someone I met online and who does not know my real identity. We have roleplayed sexual scenarios in the emails... Talked about oral s** and penetrative s**... I do not know his real name and he does not know mine...
So why do I feel like I cheated on T when he says we are going to be nothing more than friends? And is it wrong to have set up the email account to dirty email the stranger?