World's worst parent
My kid is a newer walker, I've been trying to be good about letting him walk on his own instead of carrying him everywhere. Yesterday I thought he was following me as I walked the hallway to his room, but he didn't. I turned around in just enough time to see him lose his balance and fall down some stairs. I couldn't move fast enough, he fell and I watched the entire thing in horror. He's fine- not hardly a mark, no harm at all. But I keep seeing him fall again and again in my head, it's like a waking nightmare. I feel like such an idiot parent, and so ashamed that I didn't prevent it from happening. The fact that he's perfectly healthy and unharmed is truely a blessing. I just wish the memory would leave my brain.