I don't think I'm interested in s**. I mean, I keep trying to force my body to be interested in stuff like that, but it's just not. I make up reasons why I would never be able to find a relationship and I lament about it, crying like a b**** basically. "I'll never find love because x" but the truth is, I'm just not interested. The reason I'm so sad about it is that I know I'm missing something everyone else has--sexual desire. I mean, I look at p********** and I m*********, but I have no desire to have s** with anyone.
Seriously, I'm that annoying suicidal friend who calls you drunk at 4 in the morning crying about how he'll never find a girlfriend blah blah blah emo when you're thinking "this guy must be gay deep down." I'm not gay deep down. I don't need to f*** people, and I've been depressed because I'm a freak of nature and that's why I can't connect with a woman~! Yay celibacy!
Luckily, I met a group of people who are also naturally celibate, so I don't have to be alone forever! :D You know, people who actually value relationships above sexual intercourse!