My escape and addiction
I'm 17. I started masturbating at the age of 9. I lived in a very loud, argumentative, and (for lack of a better word) abusive home. I used masturbation as my "pick-me-up". And, it stays true. Now as these 8 long years have gone by my sexual life has gotten... Strange. I love being dominated. Men need to have full control of me. I'm getting deep into BDSM and S&M to the point I could never be raped. I really want to be raped.... I almost set up the action with a friend. I really want to read 50 Shades of Gray. I got 10 pages in before my grandmother started to talk to me about how it would "Morph my idea of s**". I almost laughed in her face. I mean, I want my partner to parade me around, get another man to f*** me, then hit me and call me a w****. I also, I want to get f***** by a dog while sucking my master's c***. I've read stories on here that talk about being f***** by dogs and they're all great. I love it so much. One night, while watching Taboo, I realized a s** addicts lowest point sounded really hot to me and is actually kind of a fantasy. I guess that's what I get for getting s** and masturbation as an escape...
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I m 30 yr old guy and have a craving to be bound and gangfucked
i feel the same way! (except for the dog part) i watch bdsm and rape simulated p*** and it makes me dripping wet!! i have no idea where this came from but i just know i want to be tied up and gangfucked so f****** hard!! i love to be choked and i can get my hubby to do it sometimes when we are really going at it i just slide his hands from my b**** up my chest to my neck and he just squeezes and i c** almost instantly!! it's insane!! :)
see a priest....he will rape you
you want to be raped.....haha....you can't handle the truth about rape
Girls always say they want to play the rape game. But in my experience they always freak out when I start playing rough.