My escape and addiction

I'm 17. I started masturbating at the age of 9. I lived in a very loud, argumentative, and (for lack of a better word) abusive home. I used masturbation as my "pick-me-up". And, it stays true. Now as these 8 long years have gone by my sexual life has gotten... Strange. I love being dominated. Men need to have full control of me. I'm getting deep into BDSM and S&M to the point I could never be raped. I really want to be raped.... I almost set up the action with a friend. I really want to read 50 Shades of Gray. I got 10 pages in before my grandmother started to talk to me about how it would "Morph my idea of s**". I almost laughed in her face. I mean, I want my partner to parade me around, get another man to f*** me, then hit me and call me a w****. I also, I want to get f***** by a dog while sucking my master's c***. I've read stories on here that talk about being f***** by dogs and they're all great. I love it so much. One night, while watching Taboo, I realized a s** addicts lowest point sounded really hot to me and is actually kind of a fantasy. I guess that's what I get for getting s** and masturbation as an escape...

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  • I m 30 yr old guy and have a craving to be bound and gangfucked

  • i feel the same way! (except for the dog part) i watch bdsm and rape simulated p*** and it makes me dripping wet!! i have no idea where this came from but i just know i want to be tied up and gangfucked so f****** hard!! i love to be choked and i can get my hubby to do it sometimes when we are really going at it i just slide his hands from my b**** up my chest to my neck and he just squeezes and i c** almost instantly!! it's insane!! :)

  • see a priest....he will rape you

  • you want to be raped.....haha....you can't handle the truth about rape

  • Girls always say they want to play the rape game. But in my experience they always freak out when I start playing rough.

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