I don't know what I'm living for. My
I don't know what I'm living for. My best friend is a boy that I've been sleeping with since I met him this past spring, and sometimes the only thing that I feel like I'm looking forward to is seeing him. And even that is mixed with negative emotion, because he doesn't want to date anyone right now, and as I fall in love with him I'm afraid he's sleeping with other girls or not going to sleep with me again. I don't know how he feels about me. If I knew he cared I'd be satisfied. I don't know what to do, and I'm afraid that if he loses interest in me or starts seeing someone else I'll have nothing left.