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I don't know what I'm living for. My
I don't know what I'm living for. My best friend is a boy that I've been sleeping with since I met him this past spring, and sometimes the only thing that I feel like I'm looking forward to is seeing him. And even that is mixed with negative emotion, because he doesn't want to date anyone right now, and as I fall in love with him I'm afraid he's sleeping with other girls or not going to sleep with me again. I don't know how he feels about me. If I knew he cared I'd be satisfied. I don't know what to do, and I'm afraid that if he loses interest in me or starts seeing someone else I'll have nothing left.
You are worth more than just sleeping with someone who doesn't love you the way you love him. And I personally think he's kind of a ** for even having ** with anyone at all when he doesn't want to "date anyone."
Try and move on now. The sooner you do, the better. Just in case your fears become a reality, you'll be on your way away from this.
Relationships come and go. That is all part of life. Until that real ones comes and stays there will be more. They are all good as you learn and care for people with more knowledge and time.