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I was a prostitute throughout college
I was a prostitute throughout college to pay for my tuition. I feel horrible about what I did. I look nothing like your stereotypical prostitute, which is probably why I did so well. Nobody knows that I was a prostitute except for my best friend. My boyfriend, who is extremely normal and straight-laced and has had very few partners in his life, has no idea. I've had ** with around 150-200 men in my life. I've been tested and I have no diseases. I have a lot of guilt because of this. I think I might even hate myself because of this. I wish I could take it all back. I don't know whether I should tell my boyfriend - he wants to marry me. I don't think he'd want to marry me if he knew the girl he loved had sold her body
Don't tell him, just let him appreciate your experience (talents). If you never had ** ** with men, let him have that. It will make him the only man for something.
LOL, PIECE OF ** **, KILL YOURSELF!
duh. your a **. repent your sins and become a nun
I wouldnt marry a ** - Dont get no home loan with no **!
Well I dont think they have a tax return for your emotional problems so you ** up and now you will pay the price eternally so was it worth it? I say ** school if thats how I gotta pay for it.
It's not too late to tell him. My fiance made no mention of her son to me for a year and we're still together (the father is a single dad). You should go ahead and tell him, because there will come a point when you want to...say 10 years down the line. And if he doesn't know by then, he will feel completely betrayed. Keeping this in will not allow your boyfriend to completely understand you and why you are the way you are.
@ question guy: I quit about 8 months ago. I'll definitely go to a doctor, I can't be too careful.
@ the guy who called me a **: No **.
(question guy again...) Depending on how long ago you quit, you probably should get tested again. Hepatitis C, especially, requires testing for one year or so, periodically. Talk to you doctor. You can just say you've had several partners and want to know what the best testing approach is. :)
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BY THE WAY...I DON'T THINK YOUR A BAD PERSON. YOU DID WHAT YOU HAD TO DO TO MAKE IT!
DON'T TELL HIM...HE HAS PROBABLY DONE THINGS IN THE PAST THAT YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT TOO. WE'RE HUMAN...WE MAKE MISTAKES...WE ALL HAVE SECRETS...IT'S OKAY!
Honey, I don't think you should tell him. Sometimes, being completely honest does nothing but cause harm, to you and him and your relationship, and I think it's more important to protect your relationship and your right to privacy. You're not putting him in any danger because you've been tested and you're disease-free. You're not being unfaithful to him. This is your burden and yours alone to bear, and to make peace with. It is a part of your past. Keep it there.
I'm a young, attractive female and I must admit that when I'm in a particularly rough spot financially, I think about (albeit, briefly) having ** for a quick few hundred bucks too. But ultimately, I never do it. Partially, because I'm afraid, but mostly because I'm in love. Your story has knocked some sense into me. It's hard to have perspective when you're in the thick of it sometimes...
I hope that you will be happy with your future fiance, I hope you find peace within yourself and stop hating yourself, and I hope you can learn not to hate all men for the indiscretions of the ones you encountered. I know how difficult that must be.
You're a strong, intelligent woman. I hope you live a happy life and don't let your regretted past ruin the future you (and your lover) deserve.
(this is the guy with all the questions writing...) Forgive yourself. I do. And move on. If you want, channel some of your angst at helping young women. And have a great life! PS I can tell you are intelligent by the way you write. And by your own self-assessment, I think you're a good person and you'll be a good wife to your husband.
I bled because of his fingers. He was attacking my ** like he was trying to pull hair out of a drain.