Some Secrets Are better Off As Secrets
I thought that by telling my best friend the biggest secret of my life, I would feel relieved or like a weight had been taken off my shoulders. Instead, I feel dirty, regretful, and violated. I feel like someone who has given away their virginity to an aquaintance. I made myself so vulnerable and I really wish I had never said anything. The worst part is that I didn't just randomly say it - I had been thinking about it for a very long time. Now I just wish I had kept it to myself.