It'll never Happen
I was having an affair with a man thats 10 years older than i am. My mom still thinks im a virgin but ive done everything with that man! he is the only one i feel comfortable with and the only one i took down the wall from around my heart for! But i can never have him because he belongs to someone else! AND he is from a totally different culture! I cry for him alot! i try to tell myself that i'll get over him! i told him to leave me alone about 4 times! its stupid because i dont even see that much of him anymore! I love some one that i'll never have! but like he always says; its better to love and lost, than never to have loved at all!