I was to nice
I love my wife, I do, but I don't love love her. I had 2nd and 3rd thoughts about the wedding, but I didn't want to break her heart, because i know how much I meant to her. I wanted to see what else was out there, continue traveling the world, meet new people! I lay in bed every night and think about what life could have been like with someone else. I'll never say anything to her, I'll just keep going down the path I created for myself.