Did it, then did it again, stopped, then went back.
I started a relationship with a married man. He told me he was getting a divorce. Not sure now if he carried through with it. So we became physical. I met his children. He is a family man but I had his heart. Then i told him i couldn't do it anymore. I thought i was pregnant and panicked. We attempted to break up. But that didn't last. I went back. Again, and then again. But he closed his heart to me at this point. In weeks after "breaking up", i took a pregnancy test. It was positive. I told him. He said that it wasn't possible. I stopped seeing him. It was about 2 weeks later, and my period came. But it was more, so much blood, and it lasted 2 weeks. Problem solved right? So i told him i miscarried. He didn't respond.
About a week ago i saw him again. We did have s**. I was used again. I regret ever meeting him.
Oh Heavenly Father, please get me through this.
Thank you for reading.