Did it, then did it again, stopped, then went back.

I started a relationship with a married man. He told me he was getting a divorce. Not sure now if he carried through with it. So we became physical. I met his children. He is a family man but I had his heart. Then i told him i couldn't do it anymore. I thought i was pregnant and panicked. We attempted to break up. But that didn't last. I went back. Again, and then again. But he closed his heart to me at this point. In weeks after "breaking up", i took a pregnancy test. It was positive. I told him. He said that it wasn't possible. I stopped seeing him. It was about 2 weeks later, and my period came. But it was more, so much blood, and it lasted 2 weeks. Problem solved right? So i told him i miscarried. He didn't respond.

About a week ago i saw him again. We did have s**. I was used again. I regret ever meeting him.

Oh Heavenly Father, please get me through this.

Thank you for reading.

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  • Don't be h****** yourself, you fell in love with him and he was to chicken to leave his wife....like all men that have affairs! They only want one thing and when you become in the way they treat you like s***. Don't let him mess with your feelings anymore, he is an ass and he doesn't deserve you.

  • I also fell in love with another woman, but I could bring myself to divorce my wife. Not with a child involved. I'm betting it was never his intention, he might have fantasised about the idea out loud, but he never really would've.

    He didn't use you, it takes two. At the very least, you allowed him to use you.

  • Your a user just like that man, I bet if the woman you fell in "love" with came back....you would use her again. Telling her one thing and then later saying something else....your an ass also!

  • Yeah, you'd better pray alright. Pray not to be so stupid and naive next time. What did you expect from a cheater? That he wouldn't be using you? You used him and he used you. Now grow up and get real. Nothing good comes from illegitimate relationships.

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