I want my best friend.. but I don't like her? I'm do confused.

I really like guys.. and it's very apparent. But sometimes I feel attracted to my female best friend (btw I'm a girl) i think about her in a sexual way but i don't like girls and I hate the site of a v*****. I really really like guys but I'm very confused. It's very weird. I really have a crush on a guy but when I'm around her i feel different i forget him. The thing is i can't really avoid her because were best friends.

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