** drugs

Im also on meth too and in the last year have become a ** ** and love it

Dont mistake the desire for the person as the desire for the drug. im a recovering addict (heroin), and ive met so many people who got introduced to the lifestyle/drugs simply becaise the person they were with was an addict.
Please dont use just as an excuse to see/fit in/hang out with someone

Thanks for your confession. i have never understood drugs, so i can't really help you :(

Get away from the person and the drug ASAP. You will not regret it. Simply put your in a life or death situation, I'd go with life.