I want a Baby

When you get the guts to accomplish that,I wanna be the black man you pick for the job:)OP

Ever since I first wrote to you and then saw that you wrote back I have been fantasizing long and often AND HARD about this whole ** thing and especially about that friend of yours who got herself knocked up by a black man because her husband and father are ** racists. I don't guess it will ever happen for me because I'm a fraidy-cat :), but it's still hot and fun and nasty to think of, and sometimes I just lay in bed before I go to sleep at night and dream about how it would happen and how the man would get me pregnant ON PURPOSE and would love me right then and the whole time I was carrying his baby and how my dad and husband would ** when the baby came out and it was black. But I think the best part and the sexiest part is actually carrying the baby in me and knowing what it was and whose it was and not telling anybody and just pretending that its my husbands but knowing it isnt because my black lover and I watched when I was ovulating and made love for like two straight days just to be sure we got the right time. And the second best part is knowing that my black man (I like that phrase" "my black man") would still keep coming back after me the whole time I was pregnant and making love even more. But I have a question. That married white woman you talked about who just got impregnated by a black man.....you said it like that was some other black man, but wasn't it really you? BE HONEST!

HONEST: that black man is not me..it was someone else and that makes me happy for the couple but also very jealous.I know the white couple I talked about.She wanted me to knock her up and he refused insisting that she gets pregnant by a white guy.She refused,met a black guy accidentally and got pregnant on purpose.She now spends lots of time at her "her black man's" apt and hubby spends nights alone.Hubby writes to me sometimes,as they live in another country.I sure wish I was the one who got her knocked up,she is cute and has a brilliant mind and an awesome heart.
You wrote your reply well and sounds like music in my ears.I think you should make me your black man,get me to knock you up,carry the baby and savor the pregnancy and secrecy,enjoy my regular visit and ** encounters while you are pregnant,have the baby and, then give it to me to raise, if your dad and hubby give you a hard time.We can agree on liberal visitations,you can see the baby whenever you want.I have my email here somewhere.You can email me if you want:)