II found a current picture of my father
II found a current picture of my father and brother the other day. He hasent spoken to me since I was 10 and seeing him hanging out with my brother brought forth a destructive rage inside of me. The rage is more self destructive than anything else. I hate you pa for not being there for me and pretending everything is ok now with how you behaved with us. Just because my brother has forgiven you, you shouldn't take advantage of him. I will not forgive you. I can not forget how much I needed you and how you were having so much fun in your life while we suffered.