Jules and the Boi
I've got no clue where he is today or now (1am). Im guessing he is home preparing for tomorrows exam. I can easily call him but I wont. Im between expelling him from my head and jumping onto him first time I see him.
I will see him tomorrow maybe.
If I ignore him like I usually do, we will drift apart slowly and meet along sometime later on after few weeks or so. If I continue being nice to him we may head somewhere different. Maybe some adventure or something.
But what if I fall in love? Like really really in love? Right now im 6.5 on a scale from 1 to 10. What if I hit 8? or 9 or 10?
To be clear here: we have NO FUTURE together. All we can share is couple of weeks or months at maximum, together. But we cant stay together. So, Im thinking is it worth the effort or the risk?
I dont wanna fall in love and then cry after we split apart. SO..