i can't stand my husband anymore he

i can't stand my husband anymore he cheated on me about 2 years ago with my 16 year old cousin he is 25 our babies were asleep down the hall it was in my living room on my couch i cant let it go i want to leave but i have no money i am in school for nursing so i can leave him i just hate him so much why did he do this! why to me we have 2 kids both babies still and i want to make it work but i hate him so much i cant get passed this angst i wish sometimes he would just leave he once said i would be sorry for being so mean to him (suicide) i begged him to do it i told him just not where the kids could find him i meant it he thought i was just being mean i dont want to touch him or him to touch me sometimes i just bend over so he will not think something is up and keep paying the rent till i get out of school i am horrible i know i just feel he owes me that much after what he did!

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  • Do what you need to do for yourself and your kids, and when you are able, get the h*** out.

  • YOU DESERVE TO BE BITTER. THIS GUY IS AN A******, LOSER, WHO PREYS ON LITTLE GIRLS THAT YOU'RE RELATED TO. DUMP HIS ASS!!

  • Well you are very bitter. If you are unable to let it go and forgive, then you must move on. Your bitterness will end up hurting you and your chikldren. if you do not love him or want to be with him anylonger make arrangements and leave. You and the children will be better off in the end.

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