When I was 5 I had an accident and had both of my testicles removed. I have no b****. I am now in my 20's. Because I have no nads I have to take hormones. Hormones which made me go thru puberty but barely. My p**** never grew. I feel like I am not a man. I'm a eunuch. An it. A freak. I barely have facial hair. I feel like just joining a freak show because maybe there I'd fit in. I was always the shortest kid in the class. I was always made fun of because of how I look. This sucks.