Shame and Disgust
When I was around 13 or 14 I use to look at and m********* to my elementary/primary school photos of when I was around 8 to 12 years old. What I would do is I would look at the pictures of the fat girls in my class and pretend they ate me and I was inside their stomachs. I pretended they would rub their bellies with me inside their belly, as I kicked and struggled within. These memories have caused me to feel horribly ashamed and embarrassed.