I got married 5 yrs ago to someone who
I got married 5 yrs ago to someone who I thought was my soulmate. Before we got married she said we should do the right tihng no s**,no living together til after we were wed, I agreed. We did a lot together. We had a storybook wedding however on our honeymoon thats when everything changed. She did everything she could think of not to come to bed. To make a long story short, she confessed to not ever wanting to have s** with me or anyone else and she hid from me that she is bipolar. That was 4 yrs ago. This fall I had an affair after still trying to do the right thing. I feel decieved but guilty for what I've done. This is a mess.