Who is going to die first?
I don't know how to say this, it seems so f***** up. I am engaged to a fantastic man, we love each other more than you could imagine, we can't stand being away from each other. We are both young, so death shouldnt even be on my mind, but i've never been afraid to die before. And i dont want to leave him. And i cant stand the thought of him leaving me. So how will we die? What if one of us gets into a fatal car accident? Im worried sick about this. I love him so much, and i want to have a happy life with him but i never want him to be in pain or hurt or anything. We both have this sort of intense fear of losing one another when we both know neither of us will ever willingly go anywhere... Ugh.
I confess that i obsess over stupid things. I just love him so much.