years ago, i drank too much at a
years ago, i drank too much at a college party and went upstairs with some random guy. he and his two other friends proceeded to rape me. i was too drunk to fight them off. i'm not sure that i even would have if i could. i remember waking the next morning beside one of the guys. he was sleeping. i wanted to kill myself. i have never told a soul. not even my husband. i'm beautiful and blonde and fair on the outside, but on the inside i'm slowly being poisoned.