i feel more and more lonely
i feel more and more lonely everyday.
i have plenty of friends. and good ones at that.
but i havent felt a real love for anybody in forever
and when somebody who i think can be that person comes along
it never works out. theres always some kind of stupid freak circumstance that i learn about sooner or later and i feel like things are a joke.
im almost done with school but am nowhere close to where i want to be career wise. I wish that i could start over but its too late. im optimistic but impatient what a horrible combination