I'm starting to not like girls anymore
I'm a fairly good looking guy, but its been hard to find girls to cam with online. A while ago I was so h****, that I just wanted to get off with anybody, so I started camming with other guys. I've done things that disgust me to the point of feeling nauseous after I finish. But its starting to change now, I feel less attracted to girls I see, and just want to spend my time with other men online, I genuinely enjoy fufilling their commands, no matter how perverted. I think I'm turning gay and while I used to want to stop and be straight again, I'm starting like it.