My best friend passed away two years ago. She killed herself and there was nothing I could of done. I still beat myself about it from time to time and I wonder if I was ever at fault
So very sorry for your loss. Suicide leaves so many unanswered questions. Don't beat yourself up about it, it wasn't your fault. Remember all the really great times you spent with her.
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