I hate you for making me love you so
I hate you for making me love you so much.
&& for seeming so perfect.
You're not perfect, I'm well aware of that.
I told you that I'm Bi and you hated it.
That makes me H A T E you.
It truely does.
You say you love me.
You can't love me and hate part of WHO I AM.
So i have one thing to say to you.
Something that i should have said a long time ago (& actually meant it)
F****** Y O U.
You can be such a j*** to the people around you.
& you're a g****** alcoholic.
You aren't a rock star yet bud, so stop living like you are.
It's going to catch up to you, and then you won't have the chance to BE a rock star.
If we weren't there that night, when you were almost dead on the cornor in the minus 25 degree winter, lying in the snow, WISHING to die,
then maybe you would have gotten that wish,
but we wouldn't let that happen.
You aren't going to get too many more chances.
so stop f****** up your life.