I don't like having s** with my husband
I don't like having s** with my husband of twenty years, I cry whenever I do. I tried hard for many years to fix it/change it/improve it. Yes, I feel terrible and I hate myself for it/ I'm so in love with one of his bestfriends and have been for 20 years and he is with me and I can't do a thing about it! I already know that I deserve to feel as horrible as I do. My heart aches.