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I love Brian. Let me start with that. We have been dating for a year and a half and I can't see myself being with anyone else. I love him.

But...

Next year he is going to college in Australia. For 3 years. Im going to try to make it work but I'm nervous that it won't.

Here is where it gets bad.

I have been hanging out with Cam a lot lately, and we have become close friends. I sont know everything about him and he doesn't know everything about me, and that's fine. He fights with his girlfriend all the time and I can't help but feel somewhat respiratory because I see him more than she does, even though I can figure out it has nothing to do with me.

I have a crush on Cam. I won't go so far as to say I like him-- that's too much. But I have a crush on him.

I don't know what to do. I like spending time with him, and we're both dating someone, and I'm sure he'd never be interested in me. But I'm worried I'm going to mess up something by thinking like this.

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  • I am a girl 16.Last may when i was 15,i finially made my First Holy Communion with the 2nd graders in the class of 2019.My boyfriend,Cory,who is a year older came to my party and got aroused seeing me dressed like the little girls in my puffy,white communion dress and veil,with my lace anklets and white mary jane shoes.After my party,we went to his house,as his parents and siblings were out.After kissing for a while,he was very h**** so i let him unzip my communion dress and take it off of me.He got even more aroused seeing my tee shirt with my cloth diaper and plastic pants and then he got me to my knees and i gave him oral s**.I let come in my mouth and swallowed his full load.I sucked him some more then got back up and put my dress back on and he walked me home. Since then our relationship has cooled somewhat and he doesnt call me as much or hang out with me. I still love him,even tho he took advantage of me! How can i get closer to him with out feeling that he used me?

  • Stop obsessing over the names you put on what you feel. Just go with the flow and experience as many different relationships as may come your way. Life is short. Too short to waste on fretting over whether you "like" or "love" or have a "crush". As they say, worry is interest paid on a debt that never comes due. Lighten up.

  • Contrary to what you may think, these decisions aren't life and death. Enjoy your youth. Enjoy your men. Enjoy s**.

  • Miley Cyrus? That's a man, baby!

  • Fake as f***.

  • Yep, she really is. Everybody thinks she's a woman. But in reality . . . that's a man, baby!

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