I love Brian. Let me start with that. We have been dating for a year and a half and I can't see myself being with anyone else. I love him.
Next year he is going to college in Australia. For 3 years. Im going to try to make it work but I'm nervous that it won't.
Here is where it gets bad.
I have been hanging out with Cam a lot lately, and we have become close friends. I sont know everything about him and he doesn't know everything about me, and that's fine. He fights with his girlfriend all the time and I can't help but feel somewhat respiratory because I see him more than she does, even though I can figure out it has nothing to do with me.
I have a crush on Cam. I won't go so far as to say I like him-- that's too much. But I have a crush on him.
I don't know what to do. I like spending time with him, and we're both dating someone, and I'm sure he'd never be interested in me. But I'm worried I'm going to mess up something by thinking like this.