I feel like a joke
I like a guy and he has told me he liked me but that was a month ago when I was with another guy. Since then I broke up with the other guy and have been pursuing this new guy. He refuses to tell me what's on his mind about me or us but then at the same time he'll do things that makes me think I have a chance. We walked back from a party together and he held my hand the entire time. We've kissed fairly often and last night we had s**. Today a friend of mine told me that this guy is not interested in me at least for a relationship. I just feel like he used me. I mean he knows that I like him so I guess that's just an opportunity to get in someone's pants. I just feel like a huge idiot right now. I guess I'll have to try talking to him about this but he just always refuses to say anything. I've tried countless times to get him to tell me what's on his mind and he just won't. It's infuriating. I just wish he would tell me no it's never going to happen if that's really how he feels. It'd be nice to not be led on any longer.